My Good Old God-Grandma

Today is the day my god grandma was sent to cremate. The past 5 days was really a sad day for me, my parents & her family members.

I went over to potong pasir, sent my regards & burn some incense. I didnt went in to c her nor the coffin. i didnt want to spoilt her image in my memories. She used to be fairly plump & energetic. If i went in to take a look, it will totally change the image in my memories. I didnt want it to be like tat.

My God sisters & brother quite esp quiet there. My god grandpa was still weeping, he really cant take it. I hope he gets over it fast enuff. My Hainanese is that good to convers with him well. still need to tok to him in chinese, luckily he understands. The scene was very sad, not use to it at all. After my beloved coach passed away that year, i have told myself not to cry at funerals. It will cause others to be even more sad.

This is the 2nd time that someone close to me has passed away. I hope this kinda thing doesnt come that often & easy. But still life goes on. This is part & parcel of life.

*Grandma please rest in peace.