IM LOST

I have never felt this feeling for a long long time. It's like losing one of your most precious things.
I thought i lost this feeling 3yrs ago. Now it came back to haunt me again. This feeling sux!!!!!!
Never thought that my single would carry on again... this time... how long will it carry on? very long i suppose. maybe i can wait for her to end the relationship again? i have oreadi waited for 2, whats 1 more?

Didnt mean to cursed. Hope they can get married soon, i can even forget bout all ideas on her. haha. like some pervert. Really hope she can enjoy her life with her new partner. When will i find mine? So lost again!!!

P.s i will control not to cry.