NYE

Boring NYE.... sianz... stay at hm whole nitez... lolx... at least im at hm. suppose to do guard duty but someone took over... sad for e guy... anyway hurt mi back... nt suppose to go out party... but stayin at hm is real bored... almost die out of it... ha...all e holidays coming... cant wait for it... most importantly... mi pay!!!! 10th.... plz come... i nid u!!!!

Back to Training!

Its back to army life again... currently at sispec(golf) heard ppl say its a slack company but i dun feel it tat way... pack schedule, n lotsa shit within... dun feel so gd there... morale low... dunno whether i can pull through the course anot... onli 2 months... compared to bmtc... i tink tis sux more...

End of Block Leave!!!

Oh... man~~~ there goes mi block leave.... today is mi last day of a very long break... guess e nex long leave is around a yr later... damn long...

tml gotta wake up erly to report to pasir lebar... bloody new sispec.... y sispec... not OCS... damn... guess i juz dun haf e leadership qualities ehz?

anyway... im stuck there for minimum 2 months, maximum 5 months... luckily i enjoy these few days... or else wasted...

*lookin forward to christmas... haha

Finally Going To POP

Finally im going to POP lo... juz 2 more days... dunno should i be happy or sad... got a long break waitin for mi sia... but i tink i miss mi brothers... brothers tat i almost c everyday... haha... c their face oso sianz liaoz ahz... wahahhaha... anyway... tuesday is gonna be a great day...

Going To Be Over Soon!!!

Finally finsh 16km Road March.... Shag Out!!! next week reall ippt test plus final SOC n 24km road march... dunno whether shiok sianz or slack... But nvtheless... gonna POP soon... but its juz e beginnin... dunno where i will be posted to oso...hmm....

NO more out field for now

finally... no more field camp for now... juz fnish mi bloody sit test today... where got ppl sniper n arti drill for whole day 1... bloody shit... mi sgt purposely wan us to die... n tml gonna book in le... sad... cant even haf chance to go town walk walk... anyway... "pop" soon liaoz... hehehe... wad to do... time flies ehz...? work hard for ADF... here i go...

field camp

Finally back from field camp... wad an experience!!!! slp in e rain... eat in e rain... nv bathe... onli power bathe... slp in e bloody jungle for so long... nv had enuff slp... eat all e shit rations... home cook food nv taste so gd ever b4... learn alot of shitty things... n of cox... nv forget fun n laughter... wahahha... n became alot fitter for combat... yeah... nex... SIT test here i come...

OMG

oh man… she got a new bf…. for someone she noes less den a month…
i love her so much yet she dun love mi at all… den y in e first place?
she gave so many excuse… she onli tink of wad i did n ask n wadever shit..
but did she tink bout her actions? no… wadever she dun like i changed…
in e end still gone… i did not even ask her to change anything for e sake of mi…
but she got a full list of complains for mi… m i really so lousy? i tryin makin it up… but no use… to her other ppl always seems betta… m i really nt nice to her? she say i cheated her… but i did not even go out wif any girl frenz… n yet she keep on dating other guys n exs…. n she say frenz ma… can try to go malaysia somemore… at tat time i should haf realise she didnt even care how i feel… or felt instead… i tink i nv did enuff ba… maybe its juz… retrib*****… maybe it is… farkers always got tis kinda ending 1…
during range i really should haf shot miself… die le betta off… den keep on thinkin all tis shit… or maybe is i dun haf enuff courage, too scared.. no balls… maybe during hand grenade i can try to build up courage… dunno mi parents will sad anot hor? dunno who will visit n burn things for mi hor?? hmm…. tink no one lehz… to hell tat i should go…

F*RK UP

boring afternoon… sux up as zoo nv pay mi on time… no pay = no money!!! dunno when den they will pay mi… piss off wif them… pay always late… nex time i oso always report for work late…